When boredom strikes

Today i am especially thankful that i am making it here in Singapore. I may not be living in a posh mansion and holding on to a Birkin handbag but i am good! Whenever i think about the times i struggled and thought hard how to be victorious, i shed some tears. I can now say- been there, done that.

I have been working my brain to have a better life and i want to think i already am. Together with my loving husband, i have been experiencing this place of convenience and with the continuous help of god, we hope to stay for long.

It's great to know that when i want something i can actually have it. But of course i'm still sane not to throw money. I think it's good. More than a manageable life. Thank you lord.


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My Grandmother

Watched Maalaala mo kaya starring Ms Gina Pareno as the grandma who was into gambling and not a good mother to her children. She tried to be a good lola to her grandchildren, one of which became close to her. This grandchild then realized the things she heard was true, her lola was a gambler.

Made me realize that nobody is perfect, we dont have to try because it will never happen. It means much to me to realize the best things we can treasure are our relationships with people especially with our family.

The grandchild's reaction was normal. She got mad and somehow changed. They say people change because they have too much or they still have less. Maybe it is true, maybe not. When people change it is best to understand. If you cant, try harder.

Either way, we only realize what we have til it's gone.


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especially happy today

Well i was fine thinking that the next day is already Friday. Got up, made up, bought breakfast then off to work. That is my routine.

When I came in they were talking about our team transferring to a different spot, okay it totally pissed me off. We just moved like 2 weeks ago! But anyway what can I do but move my ass.

For lunch, me and I ordered from Pastamania. I have been craving for pasta, well I dont think it’s craving anymore, it’s an obsession. I dint also realize the chicken bolognese cost me 2 meals, damn obsession lol.

When it was coming to 5pm, hubby texted me that he is on his way home from diving. I was in the ladies then. So i took my time happily texting with him. When it was 6pm, I was in ahurry to get home. I like it when he reaches home ahead of me, coz he can fetch me from the mrt station :) L, G, P and I walked to the mrt, oh this is the first day we did that without J, btw. i was also texting with hubby:

me : hon, i want something for my bday

BC: well, what is it?

me: mac or bag

BC: i’d go for mac

What a day. What a long day.

1) When i woke up this morning, i got at least 3 missed calls, 2 sms and a voicemail. Today is J’s last day at work. He found a new job at a telco which i think is great but we’ve known each other for more than 2 yrs and have been hanging out especially when it comes to photography and house parties. Together with L and G, the four of us has been walking to the mrt for at least 2 years. I can just remember all the fun we had when we do just that. It was more than friendship, it was brotherhood. We never came to a point of borrowing money from each other or staying over each others’ houses for whetever reasons. Not that anyone of us needs it, but i know when that fucking time comes, i can count on these people. We had our last-lunch-in-the-office. Of course, we had Sarpinos which delectable taste did not really help the gloomy atmosphere at the pantry. Seemed all of us were robots, noisy robots that is.

2) Heard my sis-in-law gave birth today. Fine. So what if i got married before them but they had a baby first. I mean, im not God right? I especially hate it when people ask me when im getting pregnant, like, WTF? Am i supposed to know that???!!! All i know is that it’s more important that me and hubby spend time and money on ourselves first so when a baby from heaven comes, i dont have to fret, worry of shopping or whatsoever.

3) Told hubby that i have ideas for our 20 plus days in Phils. But i guess he was too tired. He wasnt even looking at me and was busier with the food. We originally planned to see some sights like Mt Pinatubo, Mount Mayon, etc. But i felt i wanted to go to Palawan as well. He’s been cranky especially that he’s been diving 4 days every week. How tiring could that be. I can only imagine.

What a day. What a long day.
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